Chris Brown Contemplated Suicide After Assaulting Rihanna

Chris Brown is coming clean.

The "Run It!" singer opens up about his assault on Rihanna which took place before the 2009 Grammy Awards in his new documentary "Welcome to My Life" which he describes as going from "America's Sweetheart to public enemy number one."

"I felt like a f..king monster," he confesses in the trailer. "I was thinking about suicide and everything else. I wasn't sleeping, I wasn't eating. I just was getting high."

Brown and his then-girlfriend Rihanna had an argument that escalated into physical violence, which left the Bahamian singer with visible marks to her face.

His mother, Joyce Hawkins is also featured in the clip commenting on the assault and its aftermath.

"That was the worst day of my life and probably his life," Hawkins, adds. "I felt like I was going to lose my child."

The 26-year -old singer eventually pleaded guilty to a felony and accepted a plea deal which included five years of probation and domestic violence counseling.

Meanwhile since the trailer debuted, Brown has been mocked on social media as a hypocrite for his reference to suicide. Just last month Brown mocked R&B singer Kehlani who posted that she had tried to kill herself over suggestions that she cheated on her boyfriend.

“I wanted to leave this earth. Being completely selfish for once,” she wrote. “Never thought I’d get to such a low point,” accompanied by a photo of herself with an IV in her arm in a hospital.

Brown ridiculed her by tweeting: “There is no attempting suicide. Stop flexing for the gram. Doing s..t for sympathy so them comments under your pics don’t look so bad.”

The trailer also includes Brown contemplating his future speaking in the third person.

"If there was ever a doubt in your mind that Chris Brown was done, he was finished? I wouldn't bet on it," Brown intones as the trailer ends.

No release date has been given yet.

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